
I have the interest, the time, the want and the idea to get me started... so what's my fucking problem already ????? Is it procrastination pure and simple, just lazy maybe ?
....... I have an awful feeling that it might be fear. . . I know why fear may BE the reason but can't wrap my mind around why it should matter so much that it has stalled me out... It's not like I expect anything out of this but a hobby to entertain myself..... I don't know, I'm just making excuses I guess, bitching just to bitch.
I am making myself a promise to start small scale instead of whole hog. One writing exercise a week,or even a month for fun only, not to make too much out of it. Finding my voice is key.
